Saturday, October 13, 2007

meeting someone

i recently met someone online, he noticed my photo on friendster and mailed me that he loved my smile, i gave him my IM and pretty soon we were chatting with each other like there's no tomorrow!
learned so much about him in such a short time and taught me something "life is short, live it to the fullest!"
to think i met him at the lowest point of my life, must be something god must have laid out for me,im not sure what to do at this point
hes inviting me for a visit to their place (australia) and i dont know if i should just go and have some fun, i think i do deserve it...
im just scared of the funny feeling (a.k.a the flutters in my stomach)! how can i let myself go falling for someone again
yep thats true, im starting to fall again, and im so scared of my feelings, dont you think i should have learned something by now?
my bestfriend georgia said i hope hes for real
i hope he is too, because i dont really know what to do anymore if this turns out bad again! i mean im not hoping for a relationship with him now ( okay okay i am praying hes mr right!) and even if we remain as friends, thats fine with me, as long as he doesnt go disappearing into thin air!
do i sound desperate for love?!
i dont know what to do again at this point
let him be the one!

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