i turned 26 yesterday the 7th of october, probably one of my worst birthdays ever, or rather i should say the worst birthday i ever had, no one from my family greeted me.... and i miss my kids terribly, want to hold them in my arms and hug them, i miss my baby girl and i havent seen her for two months, i miss my big baby angel and shes probably wondering where her mommy is...
just thinking about the sacrifices i have to be with someone who doesnt even love me,makes me think im missing out so much on the kids to get their daddy back, and hes wounding me to bits...
i dont have anyone to talk to, dont want anybody to think how sad i am, dont want them to think im such a weak person...
dont want anybody to think that, because i want them to remember me as tina always laughing, never a care in the world, i want to brighten up everyone's day and not let them think im just in the corner of a dark room dont know when i can get out, and if i do, will i survive the big bad world out there?
happy birthday to me, sweet beautiful princess, no matter what they say ill always be strong and pretty and they cant take that away from me...
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