Human

i was on the way to work this morning when the city jail service passed by and i saw about 20 or more inmates cramped inside. i honestly think they look like pigs ready to be butchered. sometimes i lose faith in the human rationale. i understand that those people may have done grave crimes but they are still human beings...

just like in my life when people expect me to act the perfect way, i'd like to shout im only human and im allowed to commit mistakes and learn from them. i get hurt that they can do wrong but i cant because im expected to just take it all in and be nice about it and be civil.. im not a machine who doesnt have any feelings, i get hurt, i cry...

when people tell me im strong id like to think so myself but i know im not, and im just not dwelling on things that make me sad... yes ive been through a lot and to be honest im not willing to go through the same hurt and the same pain anymore,im not masochistic so please spare me..